Still in my heart

Sleeping next to him
I am just staring his face
not knowing if I still
love him or leave a space

Why are you still in my heart
in my very heavy heart?
Why don't you just leave?
You'll take me apart.

Sleeping next to him
I just always think
You and I, me and him...
Comes into my head nothing.

So, here I am!

I don't really want to forget English, while I've started learn German. And sometimes, it is easier to write down feelings in a foreign language like a self-protection. Even, it is time to write a blog in English, as well.

So, here I am. Here is Fana, her feelings, her questions, her life, her topics... Everything, who was born because of YOU. You and my feelings in connection with you created Fana. My heart will never forget you. I really hope, even I believe we can meet once again.